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Song recommendation (II)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011


오늘 친구가 물었어 너와 사귀면 되겠냐고

O-neul nae chin-gu-ga mul-eo-sseo neo-wa sa-gwi-myeon an doe-gett-nya-go

어차피 이젠 너와 헤어진 대신 너를 아껴 주겠다고

Eo-cha-pi i-jen neo-wa he-eo-jin nae dae-shin neo-reul a-ggyeo ju-gett-da-go

That that that that that’s ok

Get get get get away

괜찮아 우리 관계 남은 정도 없는데

Paen-chanh-a mweo u-ri gwan-ge nam-eun jeong-do eobs-neun-de

미안하단 말은 그만둬 어차피 가슴 아퍼

Mi-an-ha-dan mal-eun geu-man-dweo eo-cha-pi ga-seum an a-peo

대신 좋은 남자친구가 돼줘

Nae dae-shin joh-eun nam-ja-chin-gu-ga dwae-jweo

아직 때문에 이루는데 그렇게 말하지를 못해

A-jik neo ddae-mun-e jam-mot i-ru-neun-de geu-reoh-ge mal-ha-ji-reun mot-hae

억지 웃음에 격려까지 더해 친구를 보내줬지만 oh girl

Eok-ji u-seum-e gyeon-ryeo-gga-ji deo-hae chin-gu-reul bo-nae-jweott-ji-man oh girl

Oh can’t u see I’m still lovin’ you

아직 맘이 보낼 수가 없어

A-jik nae mam-i neol bo-nael su-ga eobs-eo

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

된다고 말해 아직 속에 기다리고 있다고 say no!

An-dwaen-da-go mal-hae a-jik ni mam sok-e nal gi-da-ri-go itt-da-go say no!

술은 많이 못해 담배 연기는 싫어해

Sul-eun manh-i mot-hae dam-bae yeon-gi-neun shilh-eo-hae

혼자 있는 싫어하니까 언제나 함께

Hon-ja itt-neun geo shilh-eo-ha-ni-gga eon-je-na ham-gge

있어줘 생일 기념일은 꼭꼭 챙겨줘

I-sseo-jweo saeng-il gi-nyeo-il-eun gguk-gguk chaeng-gyeon-jweo

짓을 하고 있나 도대체

Nan wae i ji-seul ha-go itt-na do-dae-cheo wae

돌아서면서 후회할 거면서 억지로 멋있는 했어

Dol-a-seo-myeon-seo hu-hwi-hal geo-myeon-seo eok-ji-ro meo-sitt-neun cheok hae-sseo

친구 뒤에서 화를 거면서 되라고 거면서 oh girl

Chin-gu dwi-e-seo hwa-reul nael geo-myeon-seo an doe-ra-go bil geo-myeon-seo oh girl

Oh can’t u see I’m still lovin’ you

아직 맘이 보낼 수가 없어

A-jik nae mam-i neol bo-nael su-ga eobs-eo

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

된다고 말해 아직 속에 기다리고 있다고 say no!

An-dwaen-da-go mal-hae a-jik ni mam sok-e nal gi-da-ri-go itt-da-go say no!

(say) no no no (say) 된다고 (say) 사람 기다릴 거라 아아아

(say) no no no (say) an-doen-da-go (say) geu sa-ram gi-da-reol geo-ra a-a-a go

(say) no no no (say) 된다고 (say) 사람 기다릴 거라 아아아

(say) no no no (say) an doen-da-go (say) geu sa-ram gi-da-reol geo-ra a-a-a go

아직 때문에 이루는데 그렇게 말하지를 못해

A-jik neo ddae-mun-e jam-mot i-ru-neun-de geu-reoh-ge mal-ha-ji-reun mot-hae

억지 웃음에 격려까지 더해 친구를 보내줬지만 oh girl

Eok-ji u-seum-e gyeon-ryeo-gga-ji deo-hae chin-gu-reul bo-nae-jweott-ji-man oh girl

Oh can’t u see I’m still lovin’ you

아직 맘이 보낼 수가 없어

A-jik nae mam-i neol bo-nael su-ga eobs-eo

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

된다고 말해 아직 속에 기다리고 있다고 say no!

An-dwaen-da-go mal-hae a-jik ni mam sok-e nal gi-da-ri-go itt-da-go say no!

Say no!

TRANSLATION

Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he’d cherish you in my place

“THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT’S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It’s okay, it’s not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn’t hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me”

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

“She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her”

Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries”
I don’t know why I’m telling him this

I know I’m going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I’m going to be upset behind my friend’s back and beg him not to

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Credits to whoever the person is.)


Song recommendation (I)


Ha Let me talk about my
Ha Let me talk about my
차갑게 돌아선 뒷모습에 시간이 잠시 멈춘 듯 해
chagapge doraseon dwitmoseube sigani jamsi meomchun deut hae
하얗게 돼버린 머릿속엔 널 잡아야 돼 아니 널 보내야 돼
hayake dwaebeorin meorissogen neol jabaya dwae ani neol bonaeya dwae
Oh 널 잊고 살던 널 잊지 못해 울던 나
Oh neol itgo saldeon neol itji motae uldeon na
될 대로 되라지 나도 날 잘 몰라
doel daero doeraji nado nal jal molla

잊어볼래 니가 돌아서면 난 다신 잡지 않을래
ijeobollae niga doraseomyeon nan dasin japji anheullae
[니가 한 번만 한 번만 다시 또] 생각해 달란 말에
[niga han beonman han beonman dasi tto] saenggakhae dallan mare
더는 고민 안 할래 이제 너를 버릴래
deoneun gomin an hallae ije neoreul beorillae

가지 마 나를 떠나가진 마 몇 번을 생각해 봐도
gaji ma nareul tteonagajin ma myeot beoneul saenggakhae bwado
내가 너를 잊기는 힘들 것 같아 잊을 수 없을 것 같아
naega neoreul itgineun himdeul geot gata ijeul su eobseul geot gata

[I can't take my breath breath breath]
[I can't take my breath breath breath]
시간이 갈수록 점점 지나갈수록 oh 난 더
sigani galsurok jeomjeom jinagalsurok oh nan deo
[I can't hold my breath breath breath]
[I can't hold my breath breath breath]
갈수록 나는 더 자꾸만 내 숨이 막혀 와 내 숨이 yeah
galsurok naneun deo jakkuman nae sumi makhyeo wa nae sumi yeah

breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha

지워볼래 니 자린 이제 없어 돌아올 곳도 없어
jiwobollae ni jarin ije eobseo doraol gotdo eobseo
[니가 내게 더 내게 더 오면] 난 더 멀어져 갈 거야
[niga naege deo naege deo omyeon] nan deo meoreojyeo gal geoya
이제 좀 비켜줄래 나는 너를 버릴래
ije jom bikyeojullae naneun neoreul beorillae

하지 마 돌아서려 하진 마 아무리 생각해 봐도
haji ma doraseoryeo hajin ma amuri saenggakhae bwado
정말 너를 지우긴 힘들 것 같아 정말 미칠 것 같아
jeongmal neoreul jiugin himdeul geot gata jeongmal michil geot gata

[I can't take my breath breath breath]
[I can't take my breath breath breath]
시간이 갈수록 점점 지나갈수록 oh 난 더
sigani galsurok jeomjeom jinagalsurok oh nan deo
[I can't hold my breath breath breath]
[I can't hold my breath breath breath]
갈수록 나는 더 자꾸만 내 숨이 막혀 와 내 숨이 yeah
galsurok naneun deo jakkuman nae sumi makhyeo wa nae sumi yeah

breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha
breath in breath out ha ha

I don’t know~
I don’t know~
I don’t know yeah~
I don’t know yeah~

Yes or No 빛이 잠든 밤 불이 꺼진 방 엉켜버린 너에 대한 생각이
Yes or No bichi jamdeun bam buri kkeojin bang eongkyeobeorin neoe daehan saenggagi
풀리지 않아 도대체 뭘 탓해야 조금이나마 위로가 될까
pulliji anha dodaeche mwol tataeya jogeuminama wiroga doelkka
깊었던 사랑이 죄일까
gipeotdeon sarangi joeilkka
될 대로 되라지 huh 나도 날 잘 몰라
doel daero doeraji huh nado nal jal molla

TRANSLATION:

Ha Let me talk about my

At your cold back turned away from me, its like time just froze for a second
In my white, blank mind, I need to hold on to you, no I need to send you away
Oh Living on forgetting you, Crying because I couldn’t forget you
They say I should just leave it to be, I’m not too sure myself

(Breathe Breathe)

I want to forget, if you turn away from me I don’t want to hold on to you again
Words from you telling me to think about this over and over again
I don’t want to ponder over that anymore, now I want to throw you away

Don’t go, don’t leave me, thinking many times over again
I think it will be hard for me to forget
I don’t think I can forget you

I can’t take my breath breath breath
As time passes by, as more time passes by Oh
No longer I can’t hold my breath breath breath
As more time trickles by, my breath starts to suffocate me, My breath Yeah

Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha

I want to erase, there is no longer a space for you, no place for you to return
If you come closer to me, I think I will go further away from you
Can you move out of the way now? I want to throw you away

Stop, don’t try to turn back, thinking many times over again
I think it will be really bad to erase you, I will really go crazy

I can’t take my breath breath breath
As time passes by, as more time passes by Oh
No longer I can’t hold my breath breath breath
As more time trickles by, my breath starts to suffocate me, My breath Yeah

Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha
Breath in breath out ha ha

I don’t know~
I don’t know yeah~

Yes or No The night with lights asleep, the room with lights turned off, my tangled up thoughts of you
Doesn’t untangle, What do I have to blame to make myself feel a little bit better?
Was this deep love a sin? They say I should just leave it to be, huh, I’m not too sure myself

(credits to whoever the person is)


Happy Birthday!
Monday, December 13, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND NIUNIU! kekekekekeXD. Anyway, i know i haven been updating my blog and joey has been calling me to do so~~~ so, kekekekeXD. I'm back to update this last post before i fly to china. KekekekeXD.Anyway, i'm still wondering if i should go for camp a not ><. *headache*. aish~. HeheheXD. Gov gave me money ^^. More for me to spend only ><. Currently searching for job after my china trip. T_T . Everyone working i @ home rot. . .

Let's take a look to the past
Sunday, November 21, 2010

人要往前看但有时要看看背后所发生的事。

Let's take a look at the past today. Been through 4 years in west spring already. Shocking but true. Let's just say time pass so fast. It just went zoom and i ended my o level. Well, i did change. People beside me all changed. For good or worse? I'm not sure too~. Oh well. So many thing happen. I been through umpteen times of argument and even death. What have i learn? Basically i still uphold to my principles of life. Throughout 4 years, it didn't change and i don't think it'll ever will.

#1. I had major argument every year? LOLXD. It's not like i want to but whenever i feel it's not ok. I just won't keep quiet. Most significant one? This year i guess? It was like super close to O's? When everyone is doing their preliminary exam i was actually undergoing mental struggle. What if i didn't argue? Will things be different? Conclusion was actually when it meant to happen it'll. That's inevitable isn't it? It's just the matter of fact whether is it now or later? Does it really make a different? Actually no. But just more expose to it at a younger age. That's all.

#2. Death. It taught me to just stand by by my friends no matter how big the argument is. I buried the hatchet and actually was there. Lucky i found out what happen as i ask. If not i'll probably live in regret for not being by her side when such things happen. Also, please cherish what you have in hand and stop taking everything for granted.

#3. Friends. As they say when things happen, whoever that stay by your side are true friends which was indeed true. I was glad that i had YANLING, HUITING, ANDREA, XIUHONG, JUNE during those times. Thank you very much :D. I hope that even thought we have graduate, don't forget us =) and the times we went through, be it bitter, sweet or sour.

#4. Name calling. Aish~ No matter where i go, it still happen don't it? Anyway, just stop it okay? It's irritating and you won't like it if people treat you the same. So just bear in mind, what goes around comes around. If you don't want people to treat you like this in future, you might want to consider apologizing and stop all the ridiculous nonsense. Be kind and sensitive to other people feeling.

#5. My principles that will never change. First, I don't like people who become friends just for the fact that you're using he/she. To me, I really use my real heart to treat everyone and i really do hope that you can do the same too.If you really don't like just say so. Second, I don't like people who talk without considering the fact that you might hurt people. I really hate this. No matter if it's a small thing like a clothes or even the way i phrase my English. The fact that i don't speak out doesn't mean i'm ok with it. Third, I don't like chewing gum. (inverted commas) As in like, don't stick to me too much, i don't really like it. Lastly, with real heart, why can't we just take down the mask and treat everyone as per normal?

#6. I learnt that what my sister say is very true. No matter what, family will be there for you. Friends ... Let's just say not all will be there for you. It depends on who is your friends. Anyway, i'm really thankful that my family are still here to be here for me.

#7. Thanks teachers. Especially miss siti. Even thought you always bully me. *ahahahahaXD* I know you still meant kind inside your heart =).

#8. Let's not forget photo of happy moment? I will upload them when I'm free :). There's just too much~~.

#9. AhahahahahaXD. Adding of more hubbies? All thanks to huiting yanling andrea and co. Current hubbies are: Onew (SHINee) . Andy ( SHINHWA). Mir (MBLAQ). Eli (UKISS). Songseunghyun (FTI). ALEX (SOLO SINGER) . It's going to add more and more=/. Gah=/

#10. Message corner~~~~
  • @Yanling: Please be faithful and spread faithful disease to me okay? I'm getting your disease of having more than 1 hubby already=/.Stay cheerful and smiley forever okay?
  • @Huiting: You also!! Must be faithful!!! Must work hard okay?? And stop calling me a pervert. T_T. I'm talking to you on msn now~~~. LOL. Stay happy okay. Don't a bit a bit angry. Later have wrinkle!!
  • @Andrea: You also!!! Faithful faithful ar!!! lol. Stay forever young and cheerful:). Please do=).
  • @3 of the above: Let's meet up when time allows okay? I wish you guys success in whatever you do =).
  • @Charmaine aka the one staying above me: STOP calling me a pervert too!!! aish~~ Stay young too and stop going under the sun. It's bad for your health. I'll see you as and when fate lets. We are so near each other =).
  • @June: You!!! Stop spamming my tumblr! lolXD. Stay young and shine forever, like this then i can find my way back home
  • @Juffri: I don't know if you can see this but still i really wish you can become the old korkor i always had. Please stop doing things that are harming your body. Please. I want to see the healthy you.
  • @Kelvin aka the retarded bro: You! Work hard ok? Stop fooling around.
  • @Anitha: Stop bullying iwase. Treasure him okay? He's a nice guy =)
  • @4 of the above: Let's meet up when time allows okay?
  • @Jeffry&Xiuhong: Stop arguing okay? and last long =). Let's meet up when time allows too~~~
  • @4E'10: I wish you guys the very best in whatever you guys do okay? Don't forget me the hyper one *or should i say the crazy one?*. Anyway, Let's meet up occasionally during class meeting=)
  • @2B'08: Time spent with you guys aren't really pleasant. Even so, there's always happy times too~ I wish you guys success in whatever you do and don't forget about me=).
  • @EVERYONE FROM WSSS'10 batch: WE FINALLY GAIN FREEDOM! YES!!! BUT DON'T FORGET ABOUT TIMES SPENT TOGETHER. STAY CHEERFUL, YOUNG AND MAY EVERYTHING YOU DO SUCCEED =)

Wench
Tuesday, November 16, 2010


I don't know why. My heart have been wenching a lot this few days. Gosh~ what's wrong. I'm super depress even after o's. What's wrong? Gah=/. Given the freedom, yet i feel so bored too. Super depress. Everything..

O's over!
Monday, November 15, 2010

下完雨后必定会出太阳,而因此出现一道彩虹:)
Finally after all this torturing days, o's is finally over :D. Say hi to the rainbow and of course a new blog :D. Anyway, being the usual dorky me, i deleted the template for the previous blog without saving the bloglinks ==. In the midst of retrieving what i can retrieve==. Dumb dumb me. Oh well, anyway i started writing fanfics so do support support okay. Although my English is not prefect * like always* i been trying very hard to sharpen it so don't expect too much from me okay? TeheheXD. Anyway to cut things short, i'm going to Malaysia tomorrow!!!!! retail shopping yo! This new blog means a new beginning, to "wash" away the unhappiness past in secondary school level and to move forward :).

#nowplaying the named i loved by shinee onew :D * i requested this from seoulfm <3


Onew's Wife

Jorel Tay.
16.
Gets older every 11.12 of the year
I’m super into shinee :D
I hate people who talk without using their brains.
And and.. onew’s mine.

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Nicole
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